ToDaY

IS SHITTY!!!! I went to bed sad, and woke up late for work! SHIT. Looks as though today is not going to be better than last night was. I woke up at 13:40 and have to be at work at 14:30. I didnt get to shit, shower or shave. I am a hot hot mess...so I look as good as I feel to say the least! I can now admit I truly have lost someone I really do LOVE....its hard to lose people you LOVE, especially when it's not death you lost them to, because you know they are still walking, talking, breathing...and you only could wish that they were doing all of those things with you I think I will just live by the saying LOVE SUX! I know its not very positive but it just always ends the same way...ur heart breaks a little more...you build your wall a little higher and your outlook on a relationship sinks a little furthur. I am just going to ramble on and on and prolly make no sence at this point so I will leave it with a quote that KILLS ME...."Dont cry because it's over, Smile because it happened!"