Miss D

Ok, where to begin? Let me start out by saying that I do think you are a good person. Even though I feel like you hate me and do not wish the best for me, I truly do think you have the best intentions. Unbeknownst to me...we have created a horrible past. I am not sure why or when it all started. In the beginning of "knowing" who you were I only knew what people said about you. I didnt know you personally. You were "D*$!@ the stalker" or "D*$!@ the over dramatic crazy person." But, "FUCK WHAT YOU HEEERD YA HERE!" I didnt have the privilege of getting to know you, not even a little bit. So, out of no where I see you making out with my BFF against the back wall at Misty's! Ha-Ha. Which still makes me laugh to this day because I was soooo caught off guard, I didnt know what to do. I know how long you have loved her and have wanted to be with her, thats loyalty!! So, time passed...you two dated. I saw nothing but bad things coming from that relationship. I had nothing positive to base anything off of. At the same time the two of you were struggling; me and Chris were having our own issues. So, we all broke up and you went and stepped on my toes with Chris. In no way am I saying my actions were perfect. But, you knew I really liked her and you kissed her; among other things. Once again, I had ANOTHER negative thing to remember when it came to you. I guess we have just been in shitty situations where the outcome hurt one another. I have covered the basics I suppose, without going into too much details. I guess what I am trying to say to you NOW is that I do hope we can be friends...real/true friends. I am not into conditional friendships. I am not into picking sides when my friends break-up. I am not saying that you and L%#$!@ ever will, but if it happened, I am saying that I would still remain friends with you; if we ever did build a relationship! ANYWAYS, I am moving forward with my life. Focusing on the people that mean the most to me, people that deserve to be in my life. You and your sister are good people! Soooo, me and Angela will be at the Tempe Block Party for New Year's....It would be amazing if you and your lady would join us! Oh, and I am totally in the MAC club now, so I need an eye shadow teacher! :)